01/08/2010
28/07/2010
just like heaven
the one that makes me scream - he said
the one that makes me laugh - he said
and threw his arms around my neck
show me how you do it and I promise you
I promise that I'll run away with you
I'll run away with you
spinning on a dizzy edge
I kissed his face and I kissed his head
and dreamed of all the different ways I had to make him glow
why are u so far away? - he said
why won't you ever know that I'm in love with you
that I'm in love with you - you
soft and only you
lost and lonely you
strange as angels -
dancing in the deepest oceans
twisting in the water - you're just like a dream
you're just like a dream
daylight licked me into shape
I must have been asleep for days
and moving my lips to breathe his name
I opened up my eyes ~ I found myself alone, alone
alone - above the raging sea -
that stole the only boy I loved and drowned him deep inside of me
you, soft and only you
lost and lonely you
just like heaven
Katie melua
30/06/2010
Let me
we will always stay young and we will always smile
you'll never frown nor feel sad again because of me
you'll never have to think of the ways of how to please me
let me get the brushes, just let me paint us happy
let my brush do the trick and lets all stop feeling guilty
as years pass by, as i fight the evil dragon on top of the castle for you,
as i forget how to cry, as i become a soulless knight just to protect your world from falling thru,
as i forget how you looked and how you sounded deep blue,
i will still do my magic during the battles I'm having, i will still take a moment and think of you.
no huge storms, no dragons, no burning flames of armies can stop me from doing this,
i will never give up on fighting, i won't lose my faith in the eternal bliss.
i know there will be a place far from rightdoings and wrongdoings, i know i will again, be with you
let me break your heart a million times, let me fix it once again,
let me leave you with a heartache, let me do my choices that I'll distain
now let me paint us in a picture and everything will freeze by the time i'm done
we will always stay happy and we will never frown
now i will just paint this picture, i will, one day, rescue you
till that time comes, just remember that i've always loved you.
24/06/2010
Dawson and Joey - Dawson's Creek
You're born, you die and you make a lot of mistakes in between.
Joey: People change, Dawson.
Dawson: They don't have to.
Joey: Yes, they do. People die, and they move away... and they grow up. Everthing changes eventually
Because once upon a time, we were best friends. And, yes, there's been a lot of bad stuff in between. But none of that matters right now, okay? You need me, I'm there. Any time, any place, anywhere
I've stumbled and picked myself up, and stumbled and picked myself up … over and over again with no safety net
Don't let yourself get so angry that you stop loving, because one day you will wake up from that anger and the person you love won't be around anymore.
There are certain people who are not meant to fit in your life, no matter how much you want them to.
It's not that I want to be the one holding your hand, it's just that I don't want her to be the one holding it
Dawson: Hey, once upon a time, you yourself told me that some love stories never end. What happened to that girl?
Joey: She offered herself to the boy she loved. The boy she thought loved her back. And he rejected her.
When a girl hates you the way she hates you, that really means she likes you. That's basic kindergarten psychology.
maybe it's the only way that we can finally stand on our own. Ya know, to hurt each other so much that we have no choice but to let go... maybe otherwise we never would.
You're probably right...I'm sure I don't have any idea what you're going through. How hard it is to let someone go. How painful it must be to know that as right as you two are for each other, it doesn't mean you're right for each other right now. I wouldn't know a thing about that. About how it makes you want to scream, or hit someone...or cry.
I guess everyone has someone who challenges them, and makes them shoot for something just beyond their reach. You're that person for me
If you and I aren't meant to be, then I don't know anything
You wanna know what the truth is? I still love you and I probably will love you for a very long time. But I can't just be your buddy, because as much as i enjoy the concept of being "just friends" in reality it's a bizarre form of torture and i'm just not willing to participate in it. so right now what i wanna do is just move on and get over you and the only way for me to do that is to not be around you anymore.
I know that things between us are pretty much beyond repair right now. And I wouldn't ever presume to try and make everything better with a conversation, so that's not what this is -- but I just wanted to tell you, I wanted to say ... I'm sorry. I'm sorry for the pain it caused you. But mostly I'm sorry for my part in it. But mostly I'm sorry because I miss our friendship. And however far off it may be, I look forward to the day that we can be friends again
Listen to me: If we are truly meant to be, then we will find our way back to each other. It's as simple as that.
You know, it's weird how you still love the person, you just stop needing them the way you used to
How did I go from turning the corner of possibility to nothing at all?
My life was a sea of conflicting emotions,but the one thing kept me going was our bond... our connection. It made me feel like I wasn't alone, like i was part of something special. I'm not whining about being friends or not, but I'm not feeling that connection and it scares me.
To love someone when there is no chance of that love ever thriving.. that is romance.
Letting go isn't a one time thing, its something you do everyday, over and over again.
You wanted a kiss. Is that what you want? Are you prepared for everything that comes with that kiss? cause it doesnt just end with a fade out. There are repercussions. Hearts get broken. Friendships get ruined. Your entire life could fall apart because of one kiss. That's what you have to look foward to. Do yourself a big favor.. don't rush it.
joey? She's great. I mean she's...she's smart. She's beautiful. She's funny. She's a big ol' scaredy cat. If you creep up behind her she'll jump out of her skin. It's pretty amusing. Um, she's honest. She always calls them just like she sees them. You can always count on getting the truth from Joey even if the truth hurts. She's stubborn. We fight a lot. She can be so frustrating sometimes. But she's a really, really good friend. And loyal to a fault, she's...she believes in me. And I'm a dreamer so I mean, it's so good to have somebody like that in my life. God, if she goes away I don't know what I'm going to do. I mean she's...she's my best friend, you know? She's... she's more than that ...she's everything
joey:I'm scared that I'm going to end up alone. I'm scared that I'm always going to be somebody's friend, or sister, or confidant, never quite somebody's everything. Mostly I'm scared I'm never going to find a guy that I love as much as I love you.
because life, much like a french movie, rarely makes any sense, but when its right, its right, and you dont question it, you dont think, you dont ponder, you just exist
When I sleep with someone for the first time, I don't want it to be for just any reason. I want it to be for every reason.
It's like you get this picture in your head of the way things should be, and you end up closing yourself off to some of the wonder and serendipity of the actual experience
It's like your heart has been ripped out and stomped on. You.. you can't breathe, you don't want to eat, you can't function. It's the most intense pain that you'll ever feel, and there's no way to relieve it. It's unyielding, merciless torture, and you know its yours for life
But that's just it, the butterflies never seem to accompany the right people. All the nice guys who are right for you, they never make your stomach go flip flop...
Sometimes the hardest things to say are the things that really matter
I think sometimes you have to lose someone completely before you can figure out what they really mean to you
the truth is in time thats all we'll be to each other anyway, a population of memories, some wonderful and endearing, some less so, but taken together, these memories help make us who we are and who we will be
for the longest time i was just trying to find someone to love as much as i loved you, but now i realize thats never going to happen
I used to be afraid of so many things, that I'd never grow up, that I'd be trapped in the same place for all eternity, that my dreams would forever be shy of my reach, it's true what they say, time plays tricks on you. one day youre dreaming the next your dream has become your reality and now that the scared little girl no longer follows me wherever I go, i miss her. i do. because there are things that i want to tell her, to relax, to lighten up, that it is all going to be okay.
I like that you ramble when you're nervous, I like that I know that you ramble when you're nervous, and I like that I still make you nervous..
In the best, most desirable way -- you scare me. But I love the way you scare me but it makes me nervous and then I say or do something really stupid so I spend all this energy coming up with ideas to be smart so that you don't think I'm stupid and those ideas ihherently backfire therefore making me look more stupid. It's a vicious circle, and I'm at the end of my rope because all I really want to do is kiss you and feel if I don't kiss you soon I'm gonna explode.
Dawson: Jo, you're not a bad friend. I don't get to say it much anymore, but... You're my best friend. You always were. No matter where you are, no matter where your life may take you, and no matter who you're with...
Joey: You'll always have a piece of my hear?t.
Dawson: Something like that.
Joey: Yeah. Doesn't have to be a huge piece.
Dawson: No, no, no, no. Not a huge piece. Just enough. You know, tiny piece.
Joey: I was scared.Dawson: Of what?
Joey: Of going backwards, of never growing up.
Dawson: That's what I represent to you?
Joey: No, not you. Us. I started this year thinking that I had to say good-bye to you, but I was wrong. Dawson, you're a huge part of my life-- past, present, and future-- and I have to start getting used to that because... you make my life better, not worse
You know those moments when you totally don't wanna cry, but... you're not quite sure what else to do
Joey: So the friendship? You don't think we're friends anymore?
Dawson: I don't know. Are we more? Are we less? All I know is it's just not the way it used to be. Nothing is anymore.
Joey: It's called social evolution, Dawson. What's strong enough flourishes and what doesn't we look at behind glass cases in science museums.
Dawson: You and I? Are we museum bound
You're off the hook. I've never really put much faith in all that "if you love someone, set them free" crap, as evidenced by everything I've done in my life up to this very moment, but I am determined to be happy, Joey. Happy in this life. And I love you. I mean, I always-- I have always, always loved you. But our timing has just never been right
Theres a part of me that's gonna be in love with you for the rest of my life..
Dawson's Creek 1
Joey: I was scared.
Dawson : Of what?
Joey : Of going backwards, of never growing up.
Dawson : That's what I represent to you?
Joey : No, not you. Us. I started this year thinking that I had to say good-bye to you, but I was wrong. Dawson, you're a huge part of my life - past, present, and future - and I have to start getting used to that because... you make my life better, not worse
Dawson: I'm mad at the world, Joey, I'm a teenager.
Joey: So the friendship? You don't think we're friends anymore?
Dawson : I don't know. Are we more? Are we less? All I know is it's just not the way it used to be. Nothing is anymore.
Joey : It's called social evolution, Dawson. What's strong enough flourishes and what doesn't we look at behind glass cases in science museums.
Dawson : You and I? Are we museum bound?
Pacey: Tell me is it the possibility of losing him to someone else that suddenly makes him seem so attractive?
Jen : You really think that I am that shallow, huh?
Pacey : No. I think you're that human
Pacey: You know, it's amazing. A personality like yours and you still can't get any dates.
Joey: Even more amazing: personality like yours and you can.
Growing up sucks. Not all kisses are magic, and most boys do not live up to your expectations, but there are those times when everything, I mean love, romance, relationships, it all falls together perfectly and it's incredible. It's those moments, no matter how depressingly few and far between, that make growing up worth it
Brooks: And remember, you're still young enough to fall in and out of love a few more times before you get it right.
Dawson: That doesn't sound very fun.
Brooks: It isn't...And it is... And it isn't. But it's worth it. Every single time.
23/06/2010
20/06/2010
It takes a thought to make a word
and it takes some words to make an action
It takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction
life is wonderful. life goes full circle
It takes a night to make it dawn
And it takes a day to make you yawn brother
And it takes some old to make you young
It takes some cold to know the sun
It takes the one to have the other
And it takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
It takes some fears to make you trust
It takes those tears to make it rust
It takes the dust to have it polished
life is wonderful, life goes full circle
life is so rough, life is our love
It takes some silence to make sound
It takes a loss before you found it
And it takes a road to go nowhere
It takes a toll to make you care
It takes a hole to make a mountain
life is wonderful, life is meaningful