Good & Broken

are you overloaded, candy coated
Your life's imploding now ?
There's a risk worth taking. a pain worth aching on this hollow ground
we can let go, don't hold on to all of life's hardest parts
We can break out of here, jump on over there where the air is clearer
We can Forget the pace, Win in our own race
Become a broken chain, We are broken chains ~ Good and broken
~

Miley Cyrus ~ Good and broken

it takes more strength to let go

I can't believe she's gone..I try to occupy my time with work and people so as not to think much about it, but I was at her house and the 1st thing I did was looking for her in every room, for a second it seemed like a silly joke then I realized she's really gone. many memories came flooding back and that was the hardest part. I used to love her smile, her elegance, her smell, and now I hate that it's just fading away ...

at times I used to think it'd be better for her and for all of us, and that's what I regret most, I was only being selfish, I didn't realize I'd miss her that much.. even after all the troubles we have faced, she left and it's not any better, just the pain of her farewell .

it's not that I can't see her any more, the thing is that I see her constantly like she's right beside me, she's always in my mind, and it seems like everybody's taking it well except for me. it's been more than a month and I just can't seem to accept it. sometimes it takes more strength to let go than to keep holding on. maybe I'm not that strong? I dont know...,I know she's in a better place, but I just wish I had spent more time with her when I could. but I have to move on even if i dont want to.

To anyone who reads this, cherish the people in your life because you dont know when they might have to go..

Rest in peace my Grandmother

I love you

اللهم ارحم موتى المسلمين الذين شهدوا لك بالوحدانية و لنبيك بالرسالة و ماتوا على ذلك

Killing me softly

I heard he sang a good song

I heard he had a style

and so i came to see and listen for a while
and there he was this young boy a stranger to my eyes

Struming my pain with his fingers
Singing my life with his words
killing me softy with his song

telling my whole life with his words

~
I felt all flushed with fever ~ Embarrassed by the crowd

I felt he found my letters and read each one out loud

I prayed that he would finish but he just kept right on struming my pain with his fingers

Singing my life with his words

killing me softy with his song

telling my whole life with his words

~
he sang as if he knew me

In all my darkness fair and then he looked right through me as if i wasn't there

and he kept on singing.. singing clear and strong

Struming my pain with his fingers

Singing my life with his words

killing me softy with his song

telling my whole life with his words

killing me softly with his song

KILLING ME SOFTLY ~

Take me back to the Start

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry, you don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need you, Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets and ask me your questions
lets go back to the start

Running in circles, Comin' in tails ~ Heads on a science apart
Nobody said it was easy! , It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy, No one ever said it would be this hard

Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessin' at numbers and figures

Pulling the puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
And tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start

Runnin' in circles, Chasin' tails ~ Comin' back as we are
Nobody said it was easy ~ it's such a shame for us to part

Nobody said it was easy ~ No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm goin' back to the start
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COLDPLAY - THE SCIENTIST

SUKI

SUKI - MY LOVELY CAT
that's a video of me playing with suki , the cutest little kitty

I'd lie

I dont think this passenger seat has ever looked this good to me

He tells me about his night and I count the colours in his eyes

He'll never fall in love he swears, as He runs his fingers through his hair ~ I'm laughing cuz I hope he's wrong

and I dont think it ever crossed his mind, He tells a joke I fake a smile, But I know all his favourite songs

and I could tell u, his favourite colour is Green, he likes to argue, born on the 17th

his sister's beautiful, He has his father's eyes, and if u asked if I love him, I'd lie

He looks around the room, innocently overlooks the truth

shouldnt a light go on, doesnt he know that I have had him memorized for so long

He sees everything black and white, doesnt let anybody see him cry

I dont let nobody see me wishing he was mine

yes I could tell you, his favourite colour is Green, he loves to argue and it kills me

his sisters beautiful, He has his father's eyes,

and if u asked me if i love him,

I'd lie

Taylor swift

I don't give a damn about you

Every time u go away it actually kinda makes my day

every time u leave, u slam the door

u pick ur words so carefully, u hate to think u'r hurting me ~

u leave me laughing on the floor cuz.. I don't give a damn what u say about that ? U know I'm not gonna cry about some stupid guy, a guy who thinks he's all that

don't u know that I dont give a damn about you

AVRIL LAVIGNE