18‏/06‏/2010

falling slowly



14‏/06‏/2010

it's ridiculous, it's been months for some reason I just cant get over us, and am stronger than this
Enough is enough, no more walking round with my head down. am so over being blue crying over you
and am so sick of love songs, so tired of tears. so done with wishing ur still here
am so fed up with my thoughts of u and ur memory and how every song reminds me of what used to be. said am so sick of love songs so tired of tears, so done with wishing ur still here

08‏/06‏/2010

am so tired of being here
suppressed by all my childish fears
and if u have to leave, I wish that u'd just leave cuz ur presence still lingers here, and it wont leave me alone
these wounds wont seem to heal, this pain is just too realll.. there's just too much that time cannot erase
when u cried, I'd wipe away all of ur tears
when u screamed, I'd fight away all of ur fears
and i held ur hands thru all of these years. but u still have All of me
u used to captivate me by ur resonating light
now am boudnd by the life u left behind
ur face it haunts, my once pleasant dreams
ur voice it chased away, all the sanity in me
there's just too much that time cannot erase
I have tried so hard to tell myself that u'r gone
but though u'r still with me, I have been alone all along
AMY LEE

02‏/06‏/2010

you and I both loved

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen, but not to me. oh things are gonna happen naturally?! am taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side and balancing the whole thing..... but at often times those words get tangled up in lines and the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings another day to sing about the magic that was you and me
Cause you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of, others only read of the love, the love that I love.
See I'm all about them words! over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards..more words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive
You and I, you and I ~ Not so little you and I anymore
and with this silence brings a moral story more importantly evolving is the glory of a boy!
cause you and I both loved what you and I spoke of, and others just dream of the love that I love and if you could see me now.. Well I'm almost finally.. am almost finally.. well finally I'm free, oh, I'm free
And it's okay if you had go away, just remember the telephone works both ways and if I never ever hear them ring... If nothing else I'll think the bells inside have finally found you someone else and that's okay! cause I'll remember everything you sang
Cause you and I both loved what you and I spoke of. and others just read of... and if you could see now well I'm almost finally out of. well I'm almost finally, finally, finally out of words
:)
JASON MRAZ

26‏/05‏/2010

it only hurts when I'm breathing

hope life's been good to u since u 've been gone
am doing fine now I finally moved on, it's not so bad, am not that sad
am not surprised just how well I survived, am over the worst and I feel so alive, I cant complain, am free again
and it only hurts when am breathin', my heart only breaks when it's beatin', my dreams only die when am dreamin' so I hold my breath. to forget
don't think am lyin' round cryin' at night, there's no need to worry am Really alright
I never looked back, as a matter of fact. but it only hurts when I breathe
SHANIA TWAIN

25‏/05‏/2010

Wait for you

I never felt nothing in the world like this before, now am missing u and wishing u'd come back through my door, why did u have to go, u could've let me know, so now am all alone
u could have stayed but u wouldnt gimme a chance, with u not around it's a lil bit more than I can stand. and all my tears they keep running down my face, why did u turn away
so why does ur pride make run and hide, are you that afraid of me? But i know it's a lie what u keeping inside, this is not how u want it to be
so babe I'll wait for u, cuz I dont know what else I can do, dont tell me I run out of time, if it takes the rest of my life
babe I'll wait for u, if u think i find it just ain't true, I relle need u in my life, no matter what I have to do, I'll wait for u
been along time since u called me, how could u forget about me? u gotta be feeling crazy. how can u walk away?! everythn's still the same, I just can do it babe
what will it take to make u come back? i told u what it is , and it just aint nothing like that, why cant u look at me ? ur' still in love with me. dont leave me crying
so why cant we just start it all over again, get it back to the way it was. if u gimme a chance I can love u right but u'r telling me it wont not enough
so why does ur pride make run and hide, are you that afraid of me? But i know it's a lie what u keeping inside, this is not how u want it to be, I will wait for u if it's the last thing I do
Elliot Yamin, Wait for you

20‏/05‏/2010

thinking of u

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if you were the one who was spending the night
I wish that I was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better once I've had the best
You said there's tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I Was looking into your eyes

You're the best, and yes I do regret
How I could let myself let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay..
 
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