suki's sleeping style

UPSET

ok I dont know what's wrong with me, am being super sensitive I keep on getting angry all the time, and I feel like crying over the littlest things. it's not like I dont have reasons, but once I speak 'em out I feel silly and over reacting. I dont know but am just being tense lately and I DON'T LIKE IT! I dont even know if am sad, angry or anxious.
so i lay in bed with racing thoughts and then i tell myself to stop thinking and then that stupid thing happens where u’r thinking of not thinking!!! and that's the last thing I need now, more bounts of insomnia... life is GREAT

TRY :)

If I walk would you run..If I stop would you come
If I say you’re the one would you believe me..
If I ask you to stay would you show me the way
Tell me what to say so you don’t leave me
The world is catching up to you while your running away to chase your dream
Its time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to change
and maybe im not ready.. but I'll try for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love.. we’ve been hiding enough
if I sing you a song would you sing along or wait till im gone
oh how we push and pull
if I give you my heart would you just play the part or tell me it’s the start of something beautiful
am I catching up to you..while your running away , to chase your dreams
its time for us to face the truth cause we are coming to each other to change
and maybe im not ready but..
I'll try for your love

Rumi

Love is from the infinite, and will remain until eternity.
The seeker of love escapes the chains of birth and death.
Tomorrow, when resurrection comes,
The heart that is not in love will fail the test.

so yesterday

You can change your life - if you wanna
You can change your clothes - if you wanna
If you change your mind.. well, that's the way it goes
But I'm gonna keep your jeans.. and your old black hat - cause I wanna
They look good on me, you're never gonna get them back
[[[At least not today, not today, not today]]]
'CAUSE.. If it's over, let it go and..come tomorrow it will seem SO YESTERDAY. SO YESTERDAY
I'm just a bird that's already flown away
Laugh it off let it go and..When you wake up it will seem SO YESTERDAY..SO YESTERDAY
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay.........

You can say you're bored - if you wanna
You can act real tough - if you wanna
You can say you're torn..but I've heard enough
Thank you... you made my mind up for me, when you started to ignore me
Do you see a single tear?? It isn't gonna happen here
[[[At least not today, not today, not today]]]
CAUSE... If you're over me, I'm already over you
If it's all been done, what is left to do
How can you hang up if the line is dead
If you wanna walk, I'm a step ahead
If you're moving on, I'm already gone
If the light is off then it isn't on
At least not today, not today, not today
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay

Viva La Vida

I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemies eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing:
"Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!"
One minute I held the key.. next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand upon pillars of salt, and pillars of sand
It was the wicked and wild wind
Blew down the doors to let me in
Shattered windows and the sound of drums
People could not believe what I'd become
Revolutionaries wait for my head on a silver plate
Just a puppet on a lonely string.. who would ever want to be king?
I hear Jerusalem bells are ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can't explain
Once you know there was never, never an honest word
That was when I ruled the world

faraway, so close

Green light, seven eleven
You stop in for a pack of cigarettes,
You don't smoke, don't even want to,
now, check your change
Dressed up like a car crash
The wheels are turning but your upside down
You say when he hits you, You don't mind.. because when he hurts you, you feel alive. is that what it is?

Red lights, gray morning
You stumble out of a hole in the ground
A vampire? or a victim? it depends on who's around..
You used to stay in to watch the adverts, You could lip synch to the talk shows.
And if you look, you look through me, And when you talk, its not to me
And when I touch you, you don't feel a thing

If I could stay, then the night would give you up
Stay, and the day would keep its trust
Stay, and the night would be enough
Far away, So close
Up with the static on the radio
With satellite, television.. you can go any where
Miami, New Orleans, London, Belfast, and Berlin
And if you listen I can call
And if you jump, you just might fall
And if you shout I'll only hear you

If I could stay, then the night would give you up
Stay, and the day would keep its trust
Stay, with the demons you drowned
Stay, with the spirit I found
Stay, and the night would be alive.
Three o' clock in the morning. it's quiet and there's no one around.
Just a bang and a clatter, as angel runs to ground.
Just a bang and a clatter, as angel hits the ground