Birthday girl!!!

Hi there

We have not moved yet.. the 1st few days -after dad's decision- were the hardest. I was very sad.. even used to cry sometimes . but it's ok now. I think I have finally accepted it. I still go to work which was not very nice today btw :P but nothing new! and.. after work I met a friend. we had a walk for about an hour.. It was nice I didnt even care about my ankle pain.. that was quite refreshing. I'm trying to enjoy my last days here -before I move- instead of acting like a grieving person

anyway I got nice presents for my Birthday ( on feb 15th). yes I have just turned 23! getting old, eh? hmm.. I didnt have a big party and actually am not a fan of parties so.. it was just nice having all these presents. and of course my favourite was.. the Nokia Xpress music! :D
finally a new cell phone! YES!!!!!! the one I used to have was pretty pitiful lol. and I was strongly attached to that phone I loved it. but I kicked his pretty a$$ the moment I saw the new one =) it's simply awesome

I dont know why I have to get teddy bears every year, I got one this year too it's pink and cute.. and last year I got a giant stuffed tiger that my cat is always scared of! it's cute I know but.. c'monnnn am 23!
by the way I watched the movie "UP" tonight, with my sister. it was one of my birthday presents, as I tried to watch it many times but couldn't. anyway it was awesome it will make u cry :P have a great day
Regards! pink

We're moving.. AGAIN

My father told us today that we'll have to move in less than 10 days to our old place. and that's ok cuz I understand why he's doing this.. I'll have to leave work too so am kinda upset. and thats weird. cuz I always have the constant need of change but once a slight change happens I find myself sad and upset
it will take few days before everything goes back to normal, just imagine life without internet for a while and go back to simplicity.. Hmm u know few days ago power went off for about an hour, no TV no noise.. it was horrible I didnt know what to do. I just layed down closed my eyes and wished that power would come back on quickly, I know it's just a way to keep my mind busy. as I end up depressed every time I'm alone. I don't wanna think much. and actually that's the reason I'm working and the reason I'm online 24/7 .. and the only reason I can't sleep at night. I think A LOT. I need to keep my mind busy all the time. even when my work was not going very well I didnt have the guts to leave. I dont wanna go into another depression.. and Im not sure if this change is for better or worse. am really sad and scared.. but who knows.. hopefully it will be for better.. I hope so
pink

GRAVITY

Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long..
No matter what I say or do.. I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.
You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much.. than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.
Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall ~ just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me ~ and all over me. oh..
You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.
Set me free ~ leave me be. I dont want to fall another moment into your gravity..
Here I am, and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me ~ and all over me
I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you're everything I think I need here on The ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down.. but you're onto me and all over me..something always brings me back to you ~ and it never takes too long.
SARAH BAREILLES ~ GRAVITY

Arabic Food

mmmmm.. makes me hungry :|

So wait steadfastly

‘Al-Ghazali said, “If you see Allah, Mighty and Magnificent, holding back this world from you, frequently trying you with adversity and tribulation, know that you hold a great status with Him. Know that He is dealing with you as He does with His Awliya’ and chosen elite, and is watching over you, have you not heard His saying, “So wait steadfastly for the judgment of your Lord – you are certainly before Our eyes. {At-Tur 52:48}”

Excerpt from: Trials and Tribulations – Wisdom and Benefits; footnote 21, pages 23-24 & footnote 20, page 22

thanks to Bushra

Love doesn't have to make sense , as it is a sense by itself ♥