26‏/05‏/2010

it only hurts when I'm breathing

hope life's been good to u since u 've been gone
am doing fine now I finally moved on, it's not so bad, am not that sad
am not surprised just how well I survived, am over the worst and I feel so alive, I cant complain, am free again
and it only hurts when am breathin', my heart only breaks when it's beatin', my dreams only die when am dreamin' so I hold my breath. to forget
don't think am lyin' round cryin' at night, there's no need to worry am Really alright
I never looked back, as a matter of fact. but it only hurts when I breathe
SHANIA TWAIN

25‏/05‏/2010

Wait for you

I never felt nothing in the world like this before, now am missing u and wishing u'd come back through my door, why did u have to go, u could've let me know, so now am all alone
u could have stayed but u wouldnt gimme a chance, with u not around it's a lil bit more than I can stand. and all my tears they keep running down my face, why did u turn away
so why does ur pride make run and hide, are you that afraid of me? But i know it's a lie what u keeping inside, this is not how u want it to be
so babe I'll wait for u, cuz I dont know what else I can do, dont tell me I run out of time, if it takes the rest of my life
babe I'll wait for u, if u think i find it just ain't true, I relle need u in my life, no matter what I have to do, I'll wait for u
been along time since u called me, how could u forget about me? u gotta be feeling crazy. how can u walk away?! everythn's still the same, I just can do it babe
what will it take to make u come back? i told u what it is , and it just aint nothing like that, why cant u look at me ? ur' still in love with me. dont leave me crying
so why cant we just start it all over again, get it back to the way it was. if u gimme a chance I can love u right but u'r telling me it wont not enough
so why does ur pride make run and hide, are you that afraid of me? But i know it's a lie what u keeping inside, this is not how u want it to be, I will wait for u if it's the last thing I do
Elliot Yamin, Wait for you

20‏/05‏/2010

thinking of u

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if you were the one who was spending the night
I wish that I was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better once I've had the best
You said there's tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I Was looking into your eyes

You're the best, and yes I do regret
How I could let myself let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay..

18‏/05‏/2010

I've been running in circles all day long,,I'm out of breath but am still going strong. I'm gonna get u no matter what they say, u think am losing but I always get my way. Don't walk away when am talking to u, this aint no time for ur bad attitude. dont gimme that face, wen u know am relle down for the chase cuz my heart's already in it and am never gonna quit it when u finally gonna get it. dont walk away

04‏/05‏/2010

I saw an OWL!!! :O

I just saw a white owl and I'm SCARED! I have never seen an owl before, it looked me in the eye with her creepy eyes and made that creepy voice, like chuckling or choking! I'm really scared now specially I'm one hell of a superstitious person!!! so I hope it is not some type of omen. hope it doesnt mean anything :( I hate owls

01‏/05‏/2010

Scrabble-holic



still upset

Life is all about waking up each day to discover something new, about meeting same people but making new conversation, walking through old roads but still feeling nice about it, realizing that you have grown a day older but still feeling young at heart, being nostalgic about gone days but looking forward to better days to come. Little and simple things to enjoy yet they give you much joy"
Nice words eh? I'm not feeling anything like this, not anymore.. I wake up very late cuz I don't sleep every day before morning. I dont meet any ppl cuz I simply dont feel like going out , young at heart or not, what difference does it make. I'm fed up
 
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