still upset

Life is all about waking up each day to discover something new, about meeting same people but making new conversation, walking through old roads but still feeling nice about it, realizing that you have grown a day older but still feeling young at heart, being nostalgic about gone days but looking forward to better days to come. Little and simple things to enjoy yet they give you much joy"
Nice words eh? I'm not feeling anything like this, not anymore.. I wake up very late cuz I don't sleep every day before morning. I dont meet any ppl cuz I simply dont feel like going out , young at heart or not, what difference does it make. I'm fed up